Issue 5

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December 2025


What Fall Leaves

By Samir Firas Atassi


we will always keep. The farmer’s scythe sweeps

and leaves gold to be reaped. The fall lights tiny

campfires in our teeth, leaves us

to navigate long, dark fields

by their glow. The fall

leaves our shadows

as one shadow

that plays

on the side of the barn, the farm at dusk

its form. It leaves

pictures of its heart

engraved on the glistening treeskins, wood-

cuts burning with returns, as fawns

test out their new legs

and the tractor slumps its shoulders

in the ditch, vowing to one day beat

rust. The fall leaves us

behind,

as its restless, windy arms

pull scarves of smoke from every chimney

across our noses

with the soot of the past. It leaves

every house alone to its own silence, like an old man

asleep with his pipe, ten last wishes

inside his mouth.

Biography

Samir Firas Atassi is a poet from the Northeast Ohio region who’s been writing for over twenty years. He holds an MFA in Poetry from Ashland University, and his works have appeared in various publications including River Teeth Online, Painted Bride Quarterly and The Ghazal Page. He currently lives and works as a librarian in North Olmsted, Ohio.

on Thursday night they

By Jordan Boyd


smile at me

as I smile

at them

and perhaps

they perceive

a boy prodigal

with arms open

to sanctuary gates

all riches squandered

as actions

become actions

manifest consequence

or just shitty circumstances

such as

back straight for two hours

eyes open

as they all whisper amen

I sit with the urge to be

somewhere

anywhere else

than here

tugging vessel

against flow

and sit on down

in a cushioned chair

a few rows

in front of the stage

where tonight’s sermon

is strummed

by my father’s echoes

on the Word say

let there be

reverb between

past deeds and

karmic cascades

is and is not

this Thursday night

an odyssey

shipwreck

upon shore

as eyes are open

while they pray

Biography

Jordan Boyd is a writer and musician living in Oakland, California. Jordan released the poetry collection, shadow burn, with Nomadic Press in 2020. Jordan has had his work published in Lunae Press, Cult Magazine and Every Body Magazine. Jordan released the solo music album, yes yes yes yes yes, in 2025.

for your never named sake

By Sambhu Ramachandran


Dear child, you turned me into a polyglot overnight.

I found myself staring hard 

at the fine print of loss in every language 

grief knows to write, and making sense of them all 

as though in a flash

I had become preternaturally intelligent—

should I feel grateful or wretched for this gift?

Tired of too much knowledge,

I sought the lair of forgetfulness 

overhung with the intoxicating smoke

of burnt hours where my red-hot brain

tattooed with suffering, was gripped by tongs,

and dipped in cool nothingness:

but after a while remorse intervened.

Now I am a kleptomaniac

pilfering what is left

of your scant memories

from mushrooming malls of transience.

I squat for days inside the same question: how to let go? 

My nights, married to melancholy, 

contemplate adultery with sleep.

Dear child, you never planted your little feet

on the earth’s forehead 

burning with a fever 

for which ecologists say there is no common cure.

To moonlight you never confided your terrors,

to the sea’s kind nature, 

easily moved to an opulence of tears, 

a stranger you will remain:

you will never hobnob with the rain.

We never had a chance to meet, 

forge a bond that was supposed to last, 

and see it broken beyond repair.

Now I will never get to play 

the stern patriarch

blaming you for your incorrigible ways

and you—young prodigal—

won’t have a chance to flaunt your defiance

and bring your father to his knees,

his flammable ego 

burnt to ashes 

by a love at once fierce and forgiving.

Yet we were on either side 

of your mother’s tummy for a while, 

me knocking and knocking

with insistent whispered greetings

to you too eager for my voice

and kicking frantically as though you meant 

to break free of your loving captivity

and measure out the world 

with your little feet.

I imagined you wrapped up like a surprise,

snug in her womb,

swaying to my lullaby.

Then all of a sudden, you were still

and through the deafness of disbelief, 

I heard the word ‘bradycardia’ leap off the doctor’s lips.

Now that you are gone,

the silence of your unheard cries

will migrate to the interior of my ears.

My heart, which sprang to its legs,

like a dog that is thrown a bone,

will to its dullness retreat.

Though I have no hope

of finding you up there among the stars,

as far as you have lived here will remain forever.

Your hands I never touched will caress 

the gnarled root of my pain,

your eyes I never saw burn like tapers in the strangling darkness.

I’ll be a Gazelle

After Rilke

By Sambhu Ramachandran


I’ll be a gazelle wandering the savannah, and you 

a leopard stalking me from behind the curtain 

of dry grass. The recoil of the gun of instinct

in your tense muscles will send you whizzing 

like a spotted bullet across the distance. Startled 

by your swiftness, I’ll flee to where I think an asylum 

lies, but you will outrun my urge for self-preservation

and paw my flank ever so softly to ask, don’t you know 

we’re playing tag? Dumbfounded by death passing me

close by, I will pause for a moment to catch my breath. 

The wind sifting through the baobab trees 

will scatter flecks of auburn light on our bodies.

Then, it will be my turn to chase you—a blur 

of yellow and black. Thus, we will spend our day in sport 

though your glinting teeth and lingering roar are sure 

to disrupt the idyll. After we lie down side-by-side 

tired of speed, you’ll stretch strings of grass across 

my antlers and strum them like a harp with claws so sharp 

that all my prayers will be for the music to last.

My Daughter’s Feeding Bottle

By Sambhu Ramachandran


My daughter’s attachment 

to her first-ever feeding bottle 

outlasted her love affair with formula.

Like a soldier who had seen 

too many battles,

the bottle’s longevity only seemed to grow 

as the months rolled by. 

It had the illustration 

of a blue baby dolphin arcing nimbly 

through excited waves 

to the surface, 

a striped ball balanced on its rostrum.

Whenever we tried to get her to drink 

from a cup, 

she reeled in abhorrence of its gape-mouthed kiss,

and bounced off, imitating the reflexes 

of a kangaroo 

sensing danger closing in. 

But that was not all: 

she called the bottle loving names, 

petting it indulgently like a petulant baby,

and could sleep at night only after 

she had sucked long and hard 

on its stiff rubber nipple, 

which made her mother’s instincts erupt

in a billowing fire-flecked cloud of envy.

Though I realised the perils 

of such dependence, 

my will became a turncoat 

at her least resistance, 

and the bottle continued its reign 

of personhood, superimposed with a pathos 

both mildly menacing and absurd.

I remember the day the bottle went missing:

we ransacked cupboards, startled the darkest crannies 

with torchlight, and stripped our minds

of the furniture of forgetfulness 

as she cried her heart out 

to the high-pitched lullaby of loss.

Desperate, I bought another bottle 

of the exact same size—

complete with lanyard and all—

and rubbed the incriminating logo 

clean off,

with added touches to make it look old.

Well, I made up a story about the baby dolphin 

leaping back into the ocean 

in search of its mother pining away in its absence.

Somehow that satisfied her.  A smile 

twinkled in her moist eye as though she wanted to say, 

I know you are lying, but I trust you.

I guess we are all blithely sucking 

at comforting lies of this kind 

in our search for some larger meaning in life. 

We know the feeding bottles 

of our cherished beliefs 

are all surrogates for the one taken away from us 

by our growing too wise. Still, 

we hold on to them,

guarding the illusion of authenticity 

with a fierceness 

that could be called scary. 

We must be thankful for this pretence:

we would all have died of thirst otherwise.

Biography

Sambhu Ramachandran is a bilingual poet, translator, and short story writer who moonlights as an Assistant Professor of English at N.S.S. College, Pandalam. His work has appeared in Another Chicago MagazineTwo Thirds NorthThe Bombay Literary Magazine, and The Tiger Moth Review, among many others. He lives in Kayamkulam, Kerala, where he attempts to capture the transience of the world through his writings and occasionally answers to @sambhuramachandran on Instagram.

Pilgrims

By Amy Allison


the sky never looks the same 

anywhere from day to day

while people try 

to secure the earth

with walls and towers

and so many windless places

these things pilgrims can tell you

before sleep finally tames them

theirs the freshness of the morning

theirs the bright beckoning way

Biography

Amy Allison is a poet and fiction writer who lives in Southern California. Her writing appears at NewMyths.com, The Gravity of the Thing, and The Genre Society. Her novella, Sunset, is forthcoming from Willow River Press. Visit her online at ByAmyAllison.com. Follow her on Instagram and Bluesky @byamyallison.

Picture Perfect

By Michael A. Russo


A contemporary masterpiece?

Surely not.

A groundbreaking, culture-shaping landmark?

More accurately, the world’s biggest long shot

No, no

Under the harsh critical auspices of reality,

It is destined to be the work that escaped memory

And is it “picture perfect?”  

Not remotely.

But then again,

Neither are we.

Biography

Michael A. Russo is a veteran Long Island public school teacher of 25 years. He is married to his beloved wife and has two remarkable children. His eclectic poetry is inspired by the gritty and realistic works of the 1970s. It also reflects the many joys, absurdities, and tragedies of the human condition. He also takes pride in speaking for the silent, silenced, and forgotten.

Cantonese

By DS Maolalai


fat builds beneath

my pectoral like unspoken 

language. the gut balloons

outward with pus. we speak 

english easily: will you love me 

if I lose my skinny arms?

I don’t speak french 

or cantonese. my genetics

purely irish. I love you

more than anything

and you married me

so you must love me too.

lately I’ve been looking up

old girlfriends in the evenings. 

had a yen, it turns out,

for women with promising careers. 

all academics in postgrad

or else making money. you make

obscene money so I must

stay thin for you, and publish

my poems in english. 

fat beats at my chest 

like water at docksides.

chrysty: you speak languages

that I can’t understand, 

and I want to. I would learn

cantonese but I’m worried

you’ll hear me speak clumsily

working out words for hello. 

I’m worried that will be the thing

which tells you finally I’m a fool

after I’ve fooled you so long

and so very successfully.

Biography

DS Maolalai has been described by one editor as “a cosmopolitan poet” and another as “prolific, bordering on incontinent”. His work has been nominated fourteen times for BOTN, ten for the Pushcart and once for the Forward Prize, and released in three collections; “Love is Breaking Plates in the Garden” (Encircle Press, 2016), “Sad Havoc Among the Birds” (Turas Press, 2019) and “Noble Rot” (Turas Press, 2022)

The Crested Fisher

By Harrison Fisher


Awake in the middle of the night, 

then truly quits with sleep, I see my hair 

is standing straight up.

At this moment, I am no longer just Fisher,

but The Crested Fisher.  

All the poltergeists 

stop their kitchen racket 

to marvel at my transformation, 

my wispy hair 

now an order of feathers.  

Perhaps I can fly, 

skimming the river,

catching fish and eating them raw—

I practice on an autumnal can of tuna—

Oh, sudden swooping down with the can opener.  

Oh, the last time I will taste onion and mayonnaise,

the price of freedom.  

Oh, yes, this will be preferable to work.  

Rippling 

through my goose pimply flesh,

the promise of riparian freedom!

Biography

Harrison Fisher published twelve collections of poems from 1977 to 2000, most recently Poematics of the Hyperbloody Real.  After a hiatus for most of the 21st century, in 2025 he had new work in numerous magazines, including Amsterdam Journal, BlazeVOX, The Corpus Callosum, Metachrosis, Misfitmagazine, Panoplyzine, Rundelania, Slipstream, Trampoline, and Uppagus.

The Ways of Winter

By Arvilla Fee


I

shrieks echo against drywall,

release the little beasts!

it’s a snow day—freedom

red noses peek above scarves;

there’s a new crop of snowmen

II

tires spin uselessly on ice

reverse, forward, reverse…

curses fog the windshield,

hot coffee in the cupholder,

also useless on these roads

III

Undulating hills of snow,

a beautiful delight 

from a living room window,

a fire burning in the hearth,

teakettle shrieking on the stove

Biography

Arvilla Fee lives in Dayton, Ohio with her husband, three of her five children, and two dogs. She teaches for Clark State College, is the lead poetry editor for October Hill Magazine, and has been published in over 100 magazines. Her three poetry books, The Human Side, This is Life, and Mosaic: A Million Little Pieces are available on Amazon. Arvilla’s life advice: Never travel without snacks. Visit her website and her new magazine: https://soulpoetry7.com/

The Number

By Joey Colby Bernert


In the back of a Bible,
a phone number written down,
no name,
just digits pressed hard enough
to dent the thin paper.

I stare at it a long time
before picking up the receiver,
the thought that anyone at all
might answer,
might remind me the world
still speaks.

Fifteen minutes,
a call carried on wires,
a stranger’s voice breaking the quiet.
I say little,
listen more.
The line goes dead,
but for a moment,
it felt like leaving.

Biography

Joey Colby Bernert (any/all) is a clinical social worker, statistician, and MPH student. Joey is the Editor in Chief for the Orichalcum Tower Press. They are a recovering heroin addict and alcoholic. They work to with rural populations to provide treatment for substance abuse.

Most days

By Morgan Boyer


It’s a miserable existence; 

most days I spend undoing

yesterday’s mistakes

Like leaving milk-stained bowls out to spoil,

tainting the kitchen with the scent of gas station diary

as the steam from the coffee dissolves  

giving out my PIN number to a scam artist

with Cheeto-coated fingers gliding across 

the well-worn keyboard like a grand piano  

forgetting the password to a streaming service

and having to sit through waiting music that

sounds like a canary being strangled in a tin can

crack an egg in a non-stick pan, watch 

the goo hit the slightly-heated skillet, 

and contemplate how it’s only 1:31 pm 

you still have so much time 

to make all the mistakes you’ll 

have to correct tomorrow

Biography

Morgan Boyer is the author of The Serotonin Cradle (Finishing Line Press, 2018), If I Wasn’t Sacred (Alien Buddha Press, 2025) and a graduate of Carlow University. Boyer has been featured in Kallisto Gaia Press, Thirty West Publishing House, Oyez Review, Pennsylvania English, and Voices from the Attic. Boyer resides in Pittsburgh, PA.

Underseasoned

By Kevin Daniel Scheepers


Demons gaining ground, he’s under 

the cosh, severed head under the cloche instead 

of the amuse bouche,

sous chef went stir crazy cooking up witches’ brew,

no half measures—the host 

served a non-alcoholic apéritif to amuse fools.

He couldn’t decide between the signature tenderloin 

and beef bourguignon—

ground cardamom and coriander seed-crusted 

plaice for her,

complimented with sea salt battered chips. 

Dinner table politics overpowered his palate—

golden goose in the pressure cooker 

with sprigs of rosemary 

underarm, dried bay leaves and garlic in the pocket.

Sweet tooth, still turned his nose 

at his just deserts,

troubles bleeding at the boundaries like a layered trifle.

Rendered the fat he trimmed and scored,

then asked for the cheque.

Acrid smell of bleeding hearts burning, the chef’s kiss.

Exegesis

By Kevin Daniel Scheepers


A suspicious shadow remained 

long after the bird had flown away.

What has tomorrow done for me?—

infinity steadily tending to zero.

I exist in vacillating hermeneutics,

too ineffable to grasp,

too daunting to forget—

a smothering love

like a water hyacinth river.

False signals produced real symbols—

a scintilla of hope 

to see you again if Andromeda keeps her word,

if nature let’s parallel lines merge.

Would be a fool 

to not use the ancestors as ghostwriters.

What lies buried in the library of Alexandria?

in the lost desert libraries of Timbuktu?—

mindshare and a shadow 

cast long into the sable night.

Sacred Sufi, empty sack of wool—

desecrated beauty like

a dusty tome with a weathered spine

and dirt-brown fore-edge.

I bask in art forms within me 

and beyond.

Biography

Kevin Daniel Scheepers is a 28-year old man from Pretoria, South Africa. He completed an MSc in Biotechnology in 2023, but always maintained a personal interest in the written arts, particularly poetry. His work has previously been published in Audience Askew and Harrow House Journal, and is soon to be published in Brittle Paper, Emergent Literary, South Africa Poetry Magazine, Soul Poetry, Prose & Arts Magazine, and Academy of the Heart and Mind.

In a reverie

By Plamen V.


In the hush of twilight’s gentle embrace,
Where shadows blend and the day finds grace,
I wander the meadows of thoughts unconfined,
In a realm of reverie, sweet dreams intertwined.

The whispering breeze sings a lullaby’s tune,
While stars sprinkle silver on the cusp of the moon.
I dance with the echoes of moments long past,
In this fleeting haven, where dreams hold steadfast.

Clouds drift like memories, soft and profound,
Casting shapes of visions that glimmer around.
A tapestry woven with threads of pure light,
Each shimmer a story, a spark in the night.

I sail on the rivers of time’s gentle flow,
With laughter of children in currents below.
Their giggles are raindrops, they fall with delight,
Turning mundane minutes to purest of flights.

The fragrance of blossoms, their colors ablaze,
Paints canvases rich in ethereal glaze.
I pick at the petals of yesterdays gone,
Finding beauty in moments that linger on.

Here, in this reverie, I find who I am,
A dreamer, a seeker, a quiet heart’s slam.
With each breath I take, I gather the stars,
Mapping the cosmos of hopes and of scars.

So let me linger, let me drift and collide,
With the wonders of a world that dwells deep inside.
For in this enchanted, ephemeral sea,
Reverie cradles the essence of me.

Biography

I am Plamen V. , an  award-winning freelance writer/poet with published works online and in a dozen US magazines. I have been writing since I was 10. I have won numerous writing contests and have awards from different parts of the world.  

 I am a creative person with big dreams and also love to help people. I also have Certificates on Creative Writing from the UK writing centre, from the Open University in Scotland, Oxford Study Centre  and from Harvard University. 

The Invisible Past

By Marc Cohen


I have nothing left to give to the invisible past, 

not a drop more of blood sweat or slaver, my sense 

of purpose having lost its vision the way

windows can lose their transparency in certain gray light, the way 

water darkens against a lip of coarse land

protruding through its undercurrent.

We are born strangers to this world,

aware of bad news no more 

than dancers attentive to the mirrors

that contain them. I know people 

who strip off ideas like clothing, 

who shed identities the way aphids change 

their armor. It must be wonderful 

to divest yourself of so much generational trauma

without negating the causes. 

Whereas the past just keeps slipping outside 

the red or the violet, unseen, forbidding change—  

it’s incredible, when you think about it,

how from day one we are taught 

to be ashamed of our bodies

not by our parents, but everyone else’s,

to see ourselves geomorphically, as loci

of tidal and continental stress,

to laugh at our mistakes

until our sides split

and tears cascade from the incisions.

The way you never see the insect

before you feel its bite. I guess

I should try to be more observant.

Perhaps you are being kind to me 

but I have no idea how to detect this

even in this allegedly safe space.

I am tired.

My body grows distant.

My limbs curl in on themselves,

into the shape of an insoluble question.

Aphids never truly mature, I suppose.

They just slowly shed themselves invisible.

Biography

I am a writer and artist born in the United States and residing in Toronto, Canada. My creative work explores existentially topical themes like alienation, dislocation and the quest for meaning in a shifting semantic landscape.

Dolmen/Tinkinswood Burial Chamber; Tinkinswood, Wales

By Loralee Clark


Next to the chamber lay a long stone, sideways

like an animal’s torso: a pit carved 

where a shoulder would connect, 

sharpening areas like ribs along the flank.

Those engineers began using the wisdom 

of earth’s bones: stone to cut stone, 

sharp blows reverberating, shaking flesh

to shape where they rhapsodized, exalted

the living divine, the soul to be reborn.

These alchemists 

pregnant with curiosity, 

chests blooming like linden trees,

fragrant and light

assembled three stones, recited the names 

of all who came before, beginning in darkness, 

relying on their inner sight

navigating plains of desire.  

If you fall asleep here, under the rock roof,

it is prophesized you will die, go mad, 

or become a poet: decode my fate.  I woke

seeing snakes, umbilicus of this earth,

healthy, vital, sweet, cool, rope wriggling,

shedding itself to cast off death:

a new moon with her own rebirth.

Grass snake, moon snake,

brown beauty blessing this stone, 

slinking away to multiply herself,

build the mountains: world born from her seed.

Biography

Loralee Clark has a fourth chapbook forthcoming:  Neolithic Imaginings: Mythical Explorations of the Unknown (Kelsay Press, 2026).  Clark has been nominated for three 2026 Pushcart Prizes.  She resides in Virginia; her website is sites.google.com/view/loraleeclark. Her Substack, which focuses on the process of creativity, is nosuchthingasfailure.substack.com.

Kashmir

By Peycho Kanev


I watch the pigeons coo and
love each other gently
on the windowsill.


It is Sunday.


Beaks and feathers, heated by the sun,
touch.


From their throats comes
sweet gurgling and it touches
my fingers.


Time slips away…


And it is still Sunday.


And they love each other…


I light my pipe and let the smoke
do the same with the emptiness
of this room.

Biography

Peycho Kanev is the author of 12 poetry collections and three chapbooks, published in the USA and Europe. His poems have appeared in many literary magazines, such as: Rattle, Poetry Quarterly, Evergreen Review, Front Porch Review, Hawaii Review, Barrow Street, Sheepshead Review, Off the Coast, The Adirondack Review, Sierra Nevada Review, The Cleveland Review and many others. 

An American Life

By John Grey


Shut your eyes at the end.

Screw pain out of a job.

Absently you petted the bald head

& then you got out after 80 years

in that labyrinth 

& not once finding any wisdom –

then your long struggle down

faltered below the brow-line

blasted its way out the mouth & nose

with loud sneezes

& coughs that burnt a hole in your throat

accompanied by unrelenting fever

& throughout your brain, 

  the hammer of the devil –

Come on, eat up you fool!

Come on out of your inhibitions,

your contentment in solitude.

your shriveled expression…

yes you,

so many miles distant.

cradling a dog like a baby.

Crooned…as a stray dog

dropped into your ancient lap,

as patient as tear to fall,

next stop…

the ground.

Deep within,

old cootie came up from the desert,

did not realize

how little of the liquor remained.

Eyes shut tight –

fat, but not as fat

as you once were –

only as deaf as you feel.

Fear takes root in bedroom shadows,

gazing across at what could be ghosts,

hastening upon a fallen comrade

& the chant of endless lullabies.

You hurl stones

at puddles here & there,

sniffing dry, scentless air,

make plans to never get up again,

Some minutes strike hard.

Others stagger into noon.

Make time from near death.

Dress like mannequins.

Creep. Put on flesh.

Whisper:

    don’t expect any angels out of this,

o simple & deluded one.

Lie down in the path of rising waters.

Keep snakes company.

Sing lullabies to put yourself to sleep.

For hours on end if you have to.

Stretch a little.

Such was yours.

Now you suck your cheeks dry.

Midnight’s jaws –

that’s where they find you.

Pull you out, piece by piece.

Then pick the pieces up

& think they have you.

They fall for it 

like a magician’s audience:

It goes with the hours spent crying,

Death – too mute an adversary.

Tucked into the earth,

it won’t even make itself known.

& yet it turns your head.

For something not there,

it’s strangely unused to being ignored,.

especially in the depths of the night

when it send vibrations out 

like advance troops,

or visions of the ones who died before you,

(where the dying will meets the circling vultures)

Earth will make new stock from your molecules.

In the meantime, someone will be searching 

for your one acceptable suit.

Harvard Sunset

By John Grey


A silver flight of birds,
ancient trees, copper domes,
splendor’s tropes,
open to the night experience.
Gemstone stars trace covert arcs
above the walls of pewter and brick.
Trees comply with coming darkness
while, in light’s fade,
grow the giants, Eliot and Lowell,
in early American skies,
a silent pleat of genius into night.
It seems as if it’s, all been here a thousand years,
with roots in dark ages
but tips gilded like tomorrow’s dawn
and, in between, great branches rising.
Colonnaded facades, high chapel vaults,
libraries, halls, crisscrossing paths
that gleam and flow;
a statue on a pedestal of etched history
softens its hard marble stance,
points to graying grass or amber buildings
glowing like clay through mist.
Six p.m., everything goes quietly
and yet, nowhere does it submit.

Biography

John Grey is an American poet, US resident, recently published in New World Writing, River And South and The Alembic. Latest books, Subject Matters, Between Two Fires, and Covert are available through Amazon. Work upcoming in Paterson Literary Review, Wite Wall Review and Cantos.