December 2023
Celeste
By Holly Wrightson
Your gaze was heavenwards,
searching angels and sky-blue
We were bright with sin,
in the holy place where we climbed
up, up, up.
The salt of high sun
slicked our skin,
dressed in the remains
of last night’s desire.
We peered out and over—
there was light for miles
over the ruins. From there we can see
everything, except the love
which we would learn
to live without.
Biography
Holly Wrightson studied English Literature and Creative Writing at Bath Spa University, where she specialised in modernism and imagism. She has poetry and creative non-fiction published in several magazines, newspapers, and journals. In her spare time, she takes photographs and works with refugees.
Kodak
By Selena Jay
I bring you into focus
Dial you through a variety of lenses
Like you do
before you press “capture” on your favorite Canon camera
The one found looped around your neck
Closer to your chest than you’ve held any woman
And it doesn’t matter digital or film
You love whatever can arrest a moment
I washed prints with you in Humanities at midnight, once
Careful for the chemicals not to graze my skin
I remember the 6’4 outline of your figure
Highlighted by the red overhead lights
Contoured by the shadows of the building
The one you told me was built this way, like a cage
To stop the riots
But look at you & I
Young and full of life
and riotous in the after hours of this building
Meant to contain us
The short and long strands of your dreadlocks
Rocketed everywhere as you tossed your head back and laughed
When I taught you the slang from my neighborhood
The tiny corner of my universe
You evaluated the compasses of our lives
Where they intersected, paralleled and never met
How that camera had led you to several continents and numerous countries
With your name plastered throughout hallways
& galleries at this very university
You told me you were surprised I stayed so long
with you that night
Like you aren’t used to being chosen
Like your face isn’t the one I secretly wish to soak in everyday
Like I don’t hold your words with immaculate grace
I know I’ll never be as important to you
As your camera
But it’s okay
I won’t even fight for 2nd place
I’m just happy to make it in the frame
Biography
Selena Jay is a part time poet and full time procrastinator. She attends a Big 10 University that she moderately hates. She originally hails from Baltimore, Maryland (the city not the suburbs) and aims to create work that places black women in the center stage.
the midnight dancer
By Jessie small
Groggy eyes. Focused on candlelight.
The enchantress dances,
His limbs contorted.
It dances with fiery resign,
Ignited by the need to move.
I could sit watching for hours,
Watching each kick of the flame
As it beats through charred wick.
But it’s late
And I’m tired.
I brushed my fingers over the flame
One time too many
And now my fingertips are red,
They ache.
One quick exhale;
The dancer flees,
Betrayed and enraged-
The only sign left of his routine:
Molten wax dripping,
A warped and blackened wick,
And smoke.
It drifts into the air
Saunters and floats itself to me.
I succumb to the fatigue.
And now I fall asleep to the smell of smoke.
Biography
The Impossible Dream
By G. Lynn Brown
It’s one of those August twilights when,
as day surrenders to evening,
summer allows autumn
to remind us it’s on the way.
I’m sitting in the cool, alone,
hidden among the wildflowers
that thrive along the river bank,
awaiting you,
and the alternate beats of my heart.
And as the sun settles into
a patchwork blanket
of purples, reds, and pinks,
a shiver dots my skin.
I’m growing colder, lonelier,
despite the winking fireflies
that have come to dance
beneath the arriving stars.
I take another glance
toward the river’s bend.
The foot bridge you never crossed
fades into the dusk,
and with it,
your love,
a love no longer mine.
Was it ever?
Kneeling at the water’s edge,
the visage of a fool appears
in the murky shallow.
Tears drip onto her sullen face
rippling the dark, flowing water
I wish could take me away,
far away,
to an impossible place
where promises are more
than well-dressed lies,
love isn’t a sport
of winners and losers,
and hearts never ache.
Jam, Pickles and Memories (Things Meant to be Preserved)
By G. Lynn Brown
There’s a mason jar
on the nightstand
beside her bed,
and it holds nothing more
than a creased wallet-sized photo
of a well-dressed man
But to a dreamer
who believes in fairy tales,
to an optimist who sees
everything half full,
and to a hopeless romantic who sees beauty in everything,
it is a jar full of fantastic things
It preserves her hopes
and her dreams,
and it seals in the freshness
of a lifetime
It is where she keeps the magical moonbeams that scare off the darkness, and the stardust
of the fallen stars
she once wished upon
It echoes with the laughter of her youth,
and it falls silent with nothing
but the din of the thousand tears that have streamed down her face
It flutters with the butterflies
only he could stir within her,
and it sparkles with the glint from the wink of his sapphire eyes
It’s chock-full of memories,
those she hopes to never forget,
and those she’d rather not remember
Yet, it is far from capacity,
with space enough
to hold the symphonies
and the silences
of a whole other lifetime
There’s a mason jar
on the nightstand
beside her bed,
and it holds nothing more
than a creased wallet-sized photo
of a well-dressed man,
but, to her,
it holds the world
Biography
G. Lynn Brown is a published poet and writer whose work can be found in various print and online journals, including Spillwords, Prosetrics, Fictionette, Written Tales, 101Words, and Paragraph Planet. She is a contributing author at Friday Flash Fiction and is an editor/judge of poetry and drabble for an established online publication.
In The Works
By Bruce McRae
Waiting for the thunderbolt of inspiration.
Waiting for the devil’s touch. The welt of Cain.
The itching ear of angelic persuasion.
If I could strike two stones together.
If I could make a flood from this puddle of mud,
instead of stumbling in a desert, maddened with heat,
tormented by hunger and impudent demons,
their badgering ridicule, their otherworldly insolence.
Waiting for light’s translation, all of a darkness.
I’m sitting in my prophet’s chair, a rib-thin hermit
building alien gods from sensations and words.
Asking, why not a new sun and other mornings,
rancorous muse? Why not
a split tongue that would speak to thousands?
Only the wind answers, gargling in its mockery.
Only the ball-gag of my conceptual distemper.
Biography
Bruce McRae, a Canadian musician, is a multiple Pushcart nominee with poems published in hundreds of magazines such as Poetry, Rattle and the North American Review. The winner of the 2020 Libretto prize and author of four poetry collections and seven chapbooks, his poems have been performed and
broadcast globally.
The Good Ship Violin
By Thomas M. McDade
The boy launches his violin
like a discus champ then
flings rocks trying
to sink it. He calls
a white, shiny stone
lucky, sure to do the scuttling
but the missile is intercepted
by the strings and bounces
like a virtuoso’s spiccato.
The current revs the
instrument’s trip.
Resting fireflies buzz
celestial navigation.
The solar heated metal
strings as hot as a grill join
with breezes to stroke
Le Mer variations.
A red bird perching on
the scroll mimics
a galleon’s figurehead.
The next day a man
in a tuxedo whips
his son with what remains,
chanting that bow’s parts:
hair, tip, frog, and grip.
Mistakes
By Thomas M. McDade
Listening to Sunday night
vintage radio and
its modern commercials
for sleep memory,
prostate help, etcetera,
I’m glad to be susceptible
to hoofbeats and six-gun
slugs ricocheting
in a Gunsmoke episode.
They’re healthy as any
Ginseng I expect.
But TV’s Jim Arness
intrudes on portly Bill
Conrad’s Matt Dillon until
I hear that distinctive voice
lamenting the loneliness
of a Dodge City lawman.
Soon he’s at the saloon drinking
with Kitty, Chester, and Doc.
An old couple has vanished.
Strangers claimed their
ranch with a dubious deed.
Matt thinks he bungled
the investigation.
Kitty says, everybody ought to
make a mistake once in a while;
keeps them from getting old.
Chester adds, or else
helps them along.
Coyotes howling at
a new grave break the case.
Matt and Chester prevail
in a shootout.
The Marshall philosophizes
in a manner and tone
that advance my years
and magnify my screw-ups
into a monumental sadness.
High-caliber, St. John’s Wort,
and Melatonin are concoctions
the Dodge City Doc would fail to
link to snake oil.
Biography
Thomas M. McDade resides in Fredericksburg, VA. He is a graduate of Fairfield University. McDade is twice a U.S. Navy Veteran serving ashore at the Fleet Anti-Air Warfare Training Center, Dam Neck Virginia Beach, VA, and aboard the USS Mullinnix (DD-944) and USS Miller (DE / FF-1091). His poetry has most recently appeared in Cajun Mutt.
Your Head is Hanging Low
By Kirsty Miles
your head is hanging low
I want to tell you
‘it’s okay to be weeping and sorry’
I want to scream at your closed eyelids
those walls
the cardigan you wore was your mother’s
and still, you’re surprised you forgot who you are
you were meant to be counting the whole time
sorting yourself out, you forgetful thing
your pattern of anger like gum stuck in a mouth
spit the hatred away from you
that’s my advice
you’ve got far far far away from your own body
I talk at your closed eyes
that belong to no one
like talking behind a closed door
‘I promise you’re dying
I promise you’re alive
brace yourself for the slow motion fall to your knees,
the sadness always announces itself
the turning, buzzing thing thing thing thing’
I’ll Cross My Legs
By Kirsty Miles
I’ll cross my legs and I’ll cry I’ll cry in my legs
And become soft and crying
With legs
Then I’ll cross my legs and let the tears fall in them, my legs, a bucket
Then
I’ll cross my legs and be a body
And dream in that body with my legs crossed
And stare at the stars in that dance of crossed legs
And float in star knitted clouds in that pose
And I’ll believe it, I’ll believe it when I see them, my crossed legs, mine
I’ll sit there, I’ll lean forwards and put my hand on my chin
Hair up, the world outside, blue, big, breathing
And let it tangle me up over and over and let it enfold me, tighter and tighter,
I’ll let it tie me like a knot and
I’ll cross my legs and travel on the trains forever
Biography
My name is Kirsty Miles and I have just graduated from The University of Oxford where I studied English Literature. During my time there, I wrote poetry and wrote and directed two plays which were performed at the Burton Taylor Studio. I am currently studying a master’s in script writing at The Royal Central School of Speech and Drama.

